Hey, my name is Lanor. I am a former employee of restaurant and retail management that has retired from the restaurant and retail trade to work from home. Since making that decision, I had attempted to return to my old ways a few times, to be reminded that that is just not for me.
I am pretty sure that I am supposed to sit at home and do crystal meth all day and cocaine at night. Or vice-a-verse.
Anywayz, that is what I had been instructed to do ever since I had chosen to leave my career and work from home. It has since been approximately 4 years. Four years that I have not had any crystal meth or cocaine. Four years since the loud thunder and the stairway from the clouds and the two rainbows, and so many more hellacious encounters and experiences since before then, even. I have had my gangster strapped, my spirit salted, my inner child twisted, my soul shanked, and my truth veiled. I had been dragged through hell and I had willingly went through hell. I had done my best to protect my family and my friends from having to experience hell. I have personally experienced the wrath of God. I have not only had near death experiences, yet I had died and risen again, time after time. I have met IT and THE and THEY and THEM and I, as well as, 1 and ALL. I have met The End, Devil, The Devil, Lord of Hosts, The Lord of Hosts. Not to mention, T.O.W. and The Antichrist. Believe it or not, all of those things are who, what, when, where, why, and how God died, lied, tried, and cried... all at the same time.
God did ordain and God did anoint and God did appologize and God did get saved. God also got married, and God felt, and God changed... just as God became, and let's not forget... God sinned. God may seem lame and God may live in shame. God may be the blame. God might even be insane. God could seek fame. God could always and never be exactly the same. God is all-in-all and far from all. God does not need to explain. God does seem a little plain. God is after all. God has finally found out how to get in with God within. God never did mention whether or not God was a friend or if God was a sin. God had never truly began. God had never really lived. God was sought. God was fought. God was bought. God was caught.
As you can see... aught and ought sound exactly the same yet one has an a and one has an o. The a and the o demonstrate the place of change. Where as, ught is exactly the same as ught... that accounts for four z. Then there is the difference, initially, the indifference, that is best expressed with one y... whether it be why or whether it be why not. Y would make more sense. The philosophy is in the attention and the pay is at ten tion... a 2 to the 3 to the 4, which is the opposite of the
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